Friday, August 14, 2009

Where To?

Hey Man!
It is tubing tomorrow. It should really be alot of fun as long as we can keep our mind on the tubing itself instead of any of the crazy things that are happening now at this time. My mother has been doing very badly lately and we don't know what is going on with her at all. So that is very crazy right now and it keeps getting worse. We did think that after the operation that she had would have helped her at least a little bit. But it is not looking good. No, not at all. So the doctor has given us some alternatives about what we can do about our dear mother who has fought this so hard. She has put everything she can into this. We are all so proud of her and she has given me a new lease helping me not to give up on the little things in life and letting me know how important life is. We will have to tell her that the head doctor is rccomending the hospice road for her since the other roads are too difficult for her to take. Even with an operation they don't believe she will get through the operation with her life. They feel it would be too tough on her heart and lungs, along with all her other organs. They feel as though she just wants to be medicated and sleep and we do believe that that is what she truly wants. The doctor said she likes to take the medicine and lay down and sleep, wake up and repeat the same thing over again. So after I have a phone conversation with her then we will try to find out what she wants out of all this. My brother is fighting all this because he wants to make a decision but yet he doesn't. That way no blame will come to him but if something good happens he surely will take the credit. So what now?

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