Happy to be Alive!

Hey Man!
Well sometimes it seems too late to do something and you really feel bad that it has to be that way. I feel that will happen with my mom since she is in such bad condition right now. Her breathing has gotten so bad that I was thinking that the doctors must have done something that they should not have done. So I came up with the idea of looking into the matter in case that is something that happened. Of course you could look into that and think I am trying to make some money over it. But that is really not the reason, it's because if the doctors did something like that then I would feel someone should have to pay for something like that. Now I also am feeling bad about my daughters family. When they were at my house and I had a party I introduced my son in law to everyone since I had feelings for him of course. So now that they are getting a divorce I am really feeling terrible since I am feeling that there are things that I should have done that I didn't. I never knew that they were taking their relationship to this level so now I feel I could have gone to him to advise or express my love for them together. I kept thinking that it was too late to say anything and now I just feel that I should have said something especially since I feel they were good together and I really didn't feel as though bad things like this would have happened between them. So when you think you should say something don't think about it just do it!